Welcome to Room 2:

The portal of life and death.

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- For you, who started in room 1:

Top! How proud I am of you to see you here in this room! What an incredibly big and courageous step you have taken. Thank you for this. Really great! And you know it, you can always walk back and forth. Nothing obliges you to stay here. You're the boss.

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- For anyone who has taken room 2 as a starting point and comes here first.

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Welcome. Glad you're here. Find an easy chair or some lovely soft cushions and make yourself comfortable.

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The "Butterfly" Step-by-step plan :

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I have set up a step-by-step plan for anyone who is not feeling well and thinks about death or even has serious plans to get out of life. A step-by-step plan that can help you feel better. This is not a warranty plan. It's not a miracle cure. They are tools that you can provide, that can help you on your life path. I cannot literally take you by the hand, because everyone walks his or her own path in life, but I can give you myself as a butterfly that you can take with you on your journey. I give you encouragement on the sidelines, light, care, warmth, coolness, a place to feel safe and good. You're not alone. Are you ready for it? Then let's start.....

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Important starter question:

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Step 1. Are you safe now?

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The first step is that when you go out into the outside world you feel safe. By that I mean in your own environment, family, work, school, etc, etc. Everything outside your own head is the outside world. Are you currently safe or are you perhaps being mistreated, abused, exploited, contained, bullied, etc. Are you currently being pushed over your boundaries?

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Option a: I'm not safe now

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Stop. Then we have to look at this first before you can continue. It is very important that your life is safe. Now find someone in your area who can listen to you and help you. Think, for example, of a grandfather, grandmother, aunt, pastor, teacher, dean, employer, friend, family doctor, helpline 113 , the police. You are worth living in freedom and choices, free from abuse or pain. And it is not at all strange not to be able to do this alone. In fact, it would be special if you could get out of this on your own. Asking for help with this is strong and good. I hereby give you permission to ask for help, if for whatever reason, you have trouble giving yourself permission.

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Option b: Now it's safe

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Okay, then we can move on to see how we can move forward together. At least you're not alone anymore. I am here as a butterfly and you can always carry me with you. And take it with you wherever you go in your life. A safe buddy.

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Step 2: I see myself

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Give yourself permission to feel the way you feel. You have a reason for this and as painful as it is, there is. You can cry. You may mourn. You can scream. You can be quiet. You can be angry. You can be anything you want. But face the situation first. The situation is that you are in pain and that pain is so bad that you contemplate death yourself. Such is the situation right now. And this first step you have to take first. Don't skip this one. See yourself. Take yourself seriously. See the pain. See the suffering. If necessary, look in a mirror if this helps. But see. And take the time for this. This can be done in a day, but it can also take a week or longer. Choose your time.

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Step 3: Ask yourself: Do you want to die or do you not want to live like this?

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My first question to you is, do you want to die or do you not want to live like this anymore. There is a difference between the two. Most people who want to commit suicide don't necessarily want to die, but they don't want to live the way they live now. They can't take the pain anymore. Either of the present, or of the past. Because I don't know exactly what the cause is for you, I want to tell you that it doesn't really matter. It affects your life now and that's really what it's all about right now. The pain of life is so unbearable that death seems a whole lot softer and more beautiful.

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Option A: I really want to die. Be sure to read Room 1, if you haven't already.

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Option B: Actually I (maybe) want to live right , but not like it  now goes. Okay clear. Then read on in the following steps. I'll explain something that might help you a lot.

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Quick question: Why is this happening to me?

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At this point I will give a very brief answer to this. Because everyone has their own life path and everyone is on their way to a goal and that includes events that bring you there. May sound vague, but in the next portal I will explain more about this.

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Invitation:

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May I invite you to take a look at the next room? Here I will teach you more and also tell you the further steps to take your life into your own hands.

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And of course you can keep your own room and visit everything you want from here. Feel free to go back and forth to the rooms. It is also very normal that you as a person sometimes feel better and sometimes less. That's part of being human.

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Congratulations and thank you for your trust.

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Kind regards from Butterfly